lately, when asked how are you, i
respond with a name no longer living
Rekia, Jamar, Sandra, Philando
i am alive by luck at this point. i wonder
often: if the gun that will unmake me
is yet made, what white birth
will bury me, how many bullets, like a
flock of blue jays, will come to carry my black
to its final bed, which photo will be used
to water down my blood. today i did
not die & there is no god or law to
thank. the bullet missed my head
& landed in another. today, i passed
a mirror & did not see a body, instead
a suggestion, a debate, a blank
post-it note there looking back. i
haven't enough room to both rage and
weep. i go to cry & each tear turns
to steam. I say
I matter & a ghost
white hand appears
over my mouth
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